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19 December 2008 @ 02:17 pm
I was all happy today, and I so thought my life was perfect, for almost a second. But; that same time, I was informed by that "certain someone" of some very bad news. His grandfather died last week; which is so totally bad enough, because it's almost christmas, and, he was so close to his grandfather. But, now, his seventeen year old cousin passed away. He died of choking, that's all I could really find out without pressing for info.

I am so sad for him right now, I told him how bad I feel. I just...I don't know. I just feel like, when he's sad, it makes me sad. You know? And I wanna be that friend who can comfort him, and cheer him up, but I hardly know him. Sure; I know almost everything about him, but I don't even think he considers me a friend at all. I think I will just relax and listen to some music, because right now; my mind is racing and I can't stop thinking about this.

Current Mood: sadsad
Current Music: crush - david archuleta
19 December 2008 @ 02:13 pm

THE best thing happened today. We had this HUGE snow storm, and yet; I ended up going to school since my parents are mean =/. I know, suckish, right? Not really! There was like, 5 kids in each of my classes, and we didn't do ANY work at all. And that "certain someone" played cards with me in every class we were in together. We took so many pictures together, and Laurie and Val and I hung out with him almost the whole day.

My life just gets better by the minute. Lmao, not really.

Current Mood: chipperchipper
Current Music: Realize - Colbie Calliat
09 December 2008 @ 06:11 pm
hearts break </3
people fake
stay awake
start to shake
can't make
or even take
this love troubled
earthquake <3
Current Mood: artisticartistic
09 December 2008 @ 05:50 pm
Today, I had to sit next to that certain someone, and I couldn't even breathe! When I first sat beside him, we both blushed, and stayed as far apart as possible. We had to share a booklet, and when we both went to turn the page, our hands touched, and we both quickly moved them away. He accidently touched my back while arguing with my best  friend, and gave me an awkward look. He suggested we read each other's papers to edit them, and his paper was surprisingly awesome! Then he suggested we go on msn after school and finish our english homework...I was shocked! In my head, I was like "is that a date??". But maybe I like someone else as well. Maybe I'm crushing on AM. Maybe. Just maybe.
Current Mood: optimisticoptimistic
05 December 2008 @ 09:16 am

Okay, so, this guy, (we'll call him AM (; ) he confessed to me on msn last night that he liked me. And I told him I liked someone else. *that certain someone* and he was like, all angry and saying about how much he "screwed everything up" and he kept being all pyscho and stupid. I just felt SO annoyed, he did this to me for FOUR FRICKING HOURS. I sat there, telling him my thoughts (as I already do to most people) and he was like "that's beautiful" and now he's online again. I dunno what to do, so I blocked him for now, and we'll see what good that does.

Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
04 December 2008 @ 08:10 am
Many beloved television shows are no longer with us, like Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Six Feet Under, and Mystery Science Theater 3000. What defunct television show do you miss the most?
That's easy. Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Charmed. This means, more icons! (;

Current Mood: chipperchipper
30 November 2008 @ 10:02 am
Earlier this morning I was talking to this girl (we'll just call her C for now), she hangs out with me and my friends often, but she always ends up saying something really stupid, or freaky; or giving stupid advice. So, she was sitting with me and my friend at lunch. My friend went to the washroom. C, starts talking to me about this totally weird dream she had. In quote, she said; "I had this freaky dream last night, where, my crush got me angry because we were going to this girl's choice dance, and I asked him to go to the dance with me. He rejected me. I got so pissed, and went to the top of my building to get some air. I decided life was not worth living without him, so I jumped off the top of the building. The next morning, I woke up in the hospital, and I asked my parents what happened. They told me I jumped off my building! I'm so scared." Stupid, right? So, so, SO stupid. She told me that this was the day before yesterday. I told her; "Well, I'm sorry, I don't believe you. Why? Because no one could jump off their building, and go to school the next day. Unless you're superwoman or something, and don't tell me you are." C just shrugged and said; "Fine." And she didn't even hate me. I would of hated myself if I said that to me, if that makes any sense at all, because I really shouldn't have said that to her. I'm not mean, and I didn't intend that to be. It just came out mean. But she still talks to me at school, and tells me all this weird stuff, and I just shrug it off, and she even IM's me whenever I'm on. I just feel lucky I didn't lose an aquantince that day.
Current Mood: guiltyguilty
30 November 2008 @ 09:58 am
Do you believe in ghosts? Have you ever encountered one?
The personality trait that got me in the most trouble...hmm...has to be my ability to speak freely. I speak my mind, I really don't care what other people think about me. But, it's got me in major trouble before, mainly with teachers =P.
30 November 2008 @ 09:47 am
The Twilight movie comes out today. A lot of people are really excited about seeing Bella and Edward on the big screen. Others couldn't care less. Where do you fall on the issue?
I haven't seen Twilight yet, but I'm reading the first book, and so far it seems awesome. I am pysched as well to see them on the big screen, mainly because I'm sure the movie will rock.
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: Decode - Paramore
26 November 2008 @ 05:27 pm
German has a word for everything, like ohrwurm. Translated literally as "earworm" in English, it's the word for songs that get stuck in your head and won't go away. What earworm of a song do you most dread burrowing into your head?
The song currently stuck in my head, and the song I absolutely hate would have to be..Crank That by Souljia Boy! God do I hate that song...this kid at school keeps singing it over, and over..it's terrible. Look at the torment I go through at this dreaded school! xD

Current Mood: annoyedannoyed